The whole birth experience was long, scary, painful, cleansing and the closest I have ever felt to God. My body took over and the miracle happened with a lot of help from my doctor. Alyssa didn’t cry when she was born and with eyes wide opened, she looked around the room. The nurse wiped her up a bit, wrapped her in a towel and stood beside the bed next to me. My daughter smiled and reached her hand out towards me.
I wasn’t scared any more.
I felt more alive than I had ever felt and my gratitude to God was immeasurable.
Today is Alyssa’s 17th Birthday.
Alyssa, you are truly the sunshine of the morning. I love and admire you. I feel so very blessed to not only know you, but to be your mother. You have made my life worth living. You are truly the brightest ray of sunshine I have ever seen grace this planet.
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for caring and forgiving me when I mess up.
Thank you for being obedient and in desiring the good part.
Thank you for loving me.
On this wonderful 17th birthday, I wish I could wave a wand and make your whole life free from all pain and sorrow forever. We both know I can’t do it no matter how much I wish for it to be true. However, I did find a few ladies who wanted to wave their wands for someone they loved too. Her name is Aurora, also known as Sleeping Beauty. They loved her very much and often made a mess of things, but in the end their love is all she really wanted and needed. This will make you smile.
Becoming your mother was THE GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
I would sing to you, but we both know how lovely my voice is, so Sarah Evans agreed to sing my feelings to you today…
Oh Sew Good says
Happy birthday Alyssa! Enjoy your day today.
lynn says
Happy 17th birthday Alyssa!!
Teresa Wilkinson 1984 says
Oh! Alyssa! 17 is so good just like every year is enjoy! Happy Birthday you are so lucky!
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Aunt Peg says
This is a wonderful post! I loved reading about your experience and the blue bells picture is gorgeous!
Happy birthday to your daughter!
La Tea Dah says
A very happy birthday to Alyssa!!!
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bluecottonmemory says
Happy Birthday Alyssa! I think your mom ADOREs you – if you told her you hung the moon, she'd agree:)
The Grandpa says
What a wonderful tribute. I hope your daughter — and you — enjoy this day to the fullest.
OLLIE MCKAY'S ~ A Chic Boutique says
The Bluebonnets picture is fabulous!! And your post is wonderful ~ Hope your daughter is able to read it and see it and know how lucky she is to have a wonderful mom who obviously cares so deeply!
Andrea @ See it! Love it! Win it! says
What a gorgeous baby she was! Hope she's having a great day today. 17 is such an awesome age!
char_char says
The pictures are gorgeous! Happy Birthday to your daughter!
Paloma says
Wow! you have so much going on!!! so many blogs! Do you keep up with all of them? Or is there one that you update more often? Great pics by the way!!! And Happy B-day to your daughter! I also want to thank you for having joined the Starbucks giveaway at the Coffee Shop!!
Hugs!
Paloma.
KellieS says
What a beautiful tribute to your daughter…and to yourself for being her mother. I have six children, and not a day goes by that I don't feel every emotion you described as their mother. Some good, some bad, some incredible, some down right pathetic, but all a part of the journey as a parent.
Birthday blessings to your baby. Enjoy her while she is still at home. It goes so fast at the upper teen level.
Hugs,
Kellie
NaomiTanakaJesson says
Happy Birthday Alyssa! Wow I guess time does fly.
Teresha@Marlie and Me says
Sorry, I'm late to the party. Happy Birthday Alyssa! You are the best present your mother ever received!
McGillicutty says
awwww what a sweet post to your daughter.. and great pics!!!!
Karyn Climans says
I'm sure your daughter will always treasure the beautiful post you have written for her!
MaryB says
Your love for your daughter is so apparent and it is so beautiful to behold. Lovely!
Jen says
I just want to say that I think it is so sweet how much you obviously love your daughter and want her day to be special.
I can't wait until my husband and I are blessed with a child of our own and I can marvel at each and every milestone and birthday.